if you can get everything you want in life then you what will you long for that will keep you going on?
if people do things for you just like the way you expected, will you wonder if surprise ever exists for you?
whenever you want to buy something and is never short of cash, will you give up the challenge and joy of shopping because you cannot remember the hundred million and one things you have bought?
if you dropped your heart somewhere you cannot remember, do you blame the stranger who picks it up for you?
whenever you think you are lost and losing, do you look behind you to see how much you have already won?
if everything is cheery and smooth for you now on the expense of your soul mates, are you truly happy?
if you are given only one wish and you know you want to wish for happiness, whose will you wish for?
"... green ..."
there is no color to tears... and blood is never green.
however a lucky clover is... and so is a seedling.
i have one wish and i wish for the happiness of all those who love me
being a lolita is cute and expensive.
there are only 2 kinds of successful lolitas, and by "successful" i mean youthful and beautiful lolitas with a complete wardrobe of everything (literally EVERYTHING) they fancy.
"it's come to the point where you have done everything you can do with no money..."
it is better to have money and not need it than need money and have none.
because he is able to lose temper at me this easily and insult me without remorse when i refuse to drop everything at that moment of my life to go meet you with him.
because he is so capable of defending you and not even for a second, sees you as being a little last minute with your request.
because he can drop everything to meet you at his most inconvenient spot when you asked last minute and not do the same for me when i dated 3 days beforehand.
because he gets upset when i decided to join you guys since you happened to eventually dine nearby my place and that he has a car to pick me up.
because he refuses to pick me up nor tell me the exact location of your meet up even though it is supposed to be near my place.
because he refuses to believe that i didnt take any food having argued with him and would like to eat.
because he refuses to believe that i will not make a scene or create trouble for you if i do join you guys for food.
because he says he will drive you to town to make sure i cannot join you guys.
because he doesnt pick up over 40 of my calls nor reply to my sms request when he is with you.
because he probably had a decent time with you after we just broke up.
and all this because i was foolish and didnt know when to stop or let go.
thank you for stepping in to show me this side of a him i deemed so precious and loved before we marry.
i dont dislike you as much anymore.... because there isnt a him i love enough to guard from you anymore either.
you may have him if you want.
he is a little poor, slow, and with a funny background....
but he had been a very loving person on most occassions.
just love him with a pinch of salt to avoid ending up like me.
"你做人真的作到很溅。"
yes i know, and the whole world can see that.
i will change my ways from now on.